Showing posts with label dark. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dark. Show all posts

Sunday, July 27, 2014

Medication

Choke on the needle
Drown in the blood
Thickening steeple
Pray to the mud

Blow out the wedding
Cough out the cake
Rocks on the knuckles
One more mistake

Cut through the venules
Tear off the tape
Piss out the sadness
Run from the rape

I figured you'd call me
Your head in a cast
I wanted to love you
You're stuck in the past

I saw you perverted
Your life was a lie
I wanted to help you
You wanted to die

- Josh

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

I See You

I think I could see you falling
Mouth opened in silent scream
I think I could see you dropping
Heart beats faster with the dream


I think I could see you loving
Smiling tragically ‘fore she cleaves
I think I could see you giving
Dream gets better as she leaves


I think I could see you screaming
Pain erupts from every vein
I think I could see you weeping
Smile grows larger, synapse drain


I think I could see you running
Aching limbs to be sawn off
I think I could see you crawling
Touching, laughing ‘til a cough


I think I could see you losing
Empty as you drop the bet
I think I could see you dying
Eyes awaken, bed is wet

Friday, April 25, 2014

Who's To Blame?

She's hitting me with pillows
But why am I bleeding?
She opened up the windows
So why am I choking?

Fuck
I guess
it must be me

 - By Josh N




...Just because you're in love doesn't mean the relationship is healthy...

Comedy Of Errors

Here's our comedy of errors
She took a knife and split my fingers

Hapless fools we wet the sheets
make our love and rub our feet

Looking down upon the Earth
poised to jump but not with her

Kiss her body and her eyes
She tastes like honey mixed with lies

Heaven is a place down here
If I kill her she'll disappear

- By Josh N










[Love Sick by Lissie Kun]

Wednesday, April 23, 2014

YOU LIVE UNDER A STAIRCASE


And governed by all types of perversion - a world ungrasped and incalculable.


Sexual gratification of murder
for ration;
a childish giggle for foreplay
and death of a nation


Tender fingers
rasped iron bars
The prisoner bled rust from his head
into jars
And he sold them to inmates
too afraid to accept
that it wasn't a juice from a café
He said:


The devil he lives in a stairwell
below you
Your steps will alert him
Your breaths
will arouse
his affections
You left him, you said,
but you held on to death


And The Earth is a finger:
directed a sun
to revolve around pride if you loved
then he won


Have you seen evil’s vile
A split tongue
and a smile
Who created your fear
but a complex denial
of self for a while?
Oh dear


You set fire to hearth
while the wood prospered on
Because go from your birth
a malignant confront
told you life is a treasure
but just what is won
in a dank bloody cellar
where your dad
kept his guns


So drained out
of fulfilment
they winked and they said
if you opened your mind
you’d find summer
is red
from the blood
of a devil
and his wife that you tortured right under his bed


Mother, dear
You tried only your best
to declare a resemblance
to a God


and you dressed up in dresses choked dry by the presses
pretending to care when we all know you left us


to deal with negligence
far out a prayer
for some hopeless repentance
yes better beware. So
pass bowls full of water and cups with entrails

to your Satan still under the staircase

 - By Josh N